||[Nov. 29th, 2009|08:42 pm]
I can't wait to be out of here. I hate living in this house. I hate Kannapolis. I HATE IT.|
When my sister and I fight, she treats me like I'm her kid or something. She'll throw things up in my face about how I'm not paying rent. WHENNN technically, this is my mom's house (well, she was renting) and my sister got out of the Navy all unexpectedly and things changed. So, we all had to adjust our lives to my sister coming home and making room for her and HER THREE kids in the house. My parents moved into another house and my sister moved in with me. I quit my job to help HER babysit HER kids while she got all her paperwork together for school and whatnot. Then when summer ended, I got a job and we all started school. I still don't make enough to afford bills and now that I'm going away to college next year, I DEFINITELY don't have money to give.
Sometimes I wish I had the cash to live out on my own until next August, but I don't. :(
I don't want to go bother my parents and live with them again, because they just got to live out on their own. I feel like I have nowhere to go, even though I know I do.
I don't know. This fight was pretty rough. I'm just ready to leave.
I just want to go away to college and never come back. Well, except for holidays and weekends. Haha.